What goes down must go up..

Ok..so I am in a much better space today then I have been, not for any real reason, just lightened up maybe? Not sure..It occurred to me that its not the dark spaces that are important, its the finding oneself back into the light..right? I don't know..And yes I may have to take another job, and no I don't have the money to secure my spot in a lot of festivals this spring, and no I don't have a lot of money in general..but my kids are healthy..and happy and life is grooving along, so I can't believe. I still have some ???? but waiting and seeing..more later.