My brain is exploding..

OMG! Work is insane, there were 8 on the team, now there are 3 left standing, myself and two others. That means I have to absorb a ton of pages to manage and my conference calls have tripled I think too. This is not good. Honestly, it wouldn't even bother me if there had been a raise instead of a pay cut, but that is not the case. So I am just dealing with it, and its good I have a job since K doesn't right now..but he will soon we hope..

I am just glad I have jewelry class tonight so I can go there and forgot about all this mess, and how tired I am and how I feel like my life is in a holding pattern and blah blah..I think all I do is complain, but I have to get it of my chest so there you go. More later..I have to go run to the store to pick up milk and dinner for the fam..When I am working on my glass or jewelry, I just zone in on what is right in front of me and everything else, the kids, my relationship, work, money, other crap its like it all disappears...I love that..Don't get me wrong, I love my children and my husband and life is generally good, but I need that relief from the day to day craziness I live in. I want an acetelyne tank of my own to work with! but the husband is afraid I will make the house explode with a torch..ok..have to work on that...Later days!

Molly